Originating from within you – birthing parthenogenetically – The New Birth! The New Creation You!
Theodore Cottingham
September 29, 2026
Website: Meonics.one | Blog: theschoolofme.blogspot.com
Hi, wonderful people. I love you, and my name is... Grace Cottingham no more, or is it Theodore too? A wonderful person to you! Wonderment, beholding... The gazing of the stars no more; you without them. Or are you changing your appearance, you of now? Will you be the cosmic, Christian no more sitting in a pew, but the cosmic you. This is the cosmic classroom. This is the school of many schools. The school of many names, many people. Many tribes and tongues represented. All birthing now, parthenogenetically. You know what that means, don't you?
The new birth is taking place... Where you're pregnant, but you no longer just bring forth air; you actually transform into something—something more... More than we've ever been told or taught. And not because something outside of you comes into you... But you originate, you see. This is the origination of you, originating you. This is the creator creating creation again.
This is The New Covenant, experientially... Experiencing it! No longer just talking about it or thinking it's someone else, or in a book labeled as in the past. I change everything. And who am I? I am all who will be me originating from within. You see, this is The New Covenant School of new life, new love, peace everlasting, infinite, eternal.
I changed the description of this YouTube channel earlier today. And I really like it. I don't know how often you may look at the description of this channel. You see, there's only so many characters this description can be, so it has to be pretty concise. The description of this channel... You see, I changed the channel name again the other day. I changed it dozens, dozens, dozens, hundreds of times over these years. I changed the name of this channel to The University of The New Covenant so you can experience it. Not just talk about it. Not just hear about it. Not just read about it. But for you to birth it.
You see, The New Covenant is the promise of the process of you, the creator, birthing you again to be it. This is not theory or conjecture. This is love in action. And my name is Ted Cottingham to my friends, or... Are you my friends now? Walking a new path, the Meonics path. The path of least resistance, not—but a path of great effort. Because it's not in what you achieve that you take pride in; it's what you become humble enough to become experiencing the real you.
The title... The name of this channel is now The University of The New Covenant, for a new covenant to come through you. This is not where you sit back and listen, where you adopt a theology, where you say a prayer. This is where you change your physical composition.
This is where you become more than a spiritual person or a secular machine or someone who divides your life. This is The New Covenant for you to experience it. This is the university of new love, new time, new dispensation, new season... A new you, a new life, a new reason to live!
And I changed the description of this channel this morning: This is the school of you. This is the school of you: your consciousness, not limited to your mind. Your consciousness lacks nothing. You may not know that; you may not feel that. But this is what I teach, how I teach for you to experience your lack of lack! So that you lack nothing. Your consciousness is complete, and it's inside of you... And it's all around you. It's inside you; it is eternal, immortal, and infinite. And it will teach you all things. Even how to do all the miracles Jesus did, and more.
My name is Ted Cottingham in Eureka Springs. I'm non-religious, non-Christian. I teach The Meonics Path where you become your teacher, so that you don't need me anymore, you'll experience The New Covenant by becoming it as you teach others. As... As you teach others, there's a process. God is who you make it to be. Whether of earthly appearance or majestic sky-clad light... In you or outside of you, you are the creator, and your conception matters, for it lets you create it as you see fit. It's your choice. For you are the creator of you to create you again, not limited to your mind or your body. Now lead! Heal the children, stop war, abolish misogyny, end patriarchy, love all equally. University of The New Covenant, Ted Cottingham.
Pretty clear, I think. Pretty concise. Fairly audacious.
Many people have talked about the new birth, maybe for centuries... never experiencing it, never knowing what it meant, or thinking they had signed up for it; they filled out a membership card. They said a prayer at an altar. So you thought you were certifiably saved... But you had all the same problems, all the same responsibilities. You lived in the same house. You slept in the same body.
You see, your consciousness is not limited to you. We have affirmed in the past, the mind. But the mind will not save you, and no matter what you do with your mind, it will not save you. No matter what you repeat with your words, with your accolades or your acrimony or your actions; or will you change your motives... And the consciousness of the creator who created you that you are, creating you again.
The new birth takes place now, and it will be inimitable, not—or are you no more trying to imitate somebody or be anonymous? Will you be the real you? And stand up for what you believe, not—or do you no longer need to? Will there be action in your light now? The syllables of your light? Light syllables? Light language, the language of light? An energy appearing to you... In your mind that you feel, an energy... Not a woo-woo existence of some spiritual incantation or emotional workup... But where you, the humility of your creator being... Your creation now knowing it. You're no more fabricating the Pinocchio nose of... Or are you Geppeto no more, featuring the words of a man long ago? Or are you but changing your condition of your precedent? Or are you no longer looking for a reason to believe...
A reason to doubt? Or are you beginning to see with that which does not curse you? Are you willing to see with the words that I have given you, that I lay out before you day after day? Will you see with my words... To be able to see with your words... So that you begin to conceive the new you? The seed is the word, the intangible, infinite energy that is omniscient, omnipresent... Because it makes all things function, not—but it changes the classical physics of this world. Or are you no more limited to them? Will you be doing all the miracles Jesus did now because you can, you understand how to turn water into wine, feed the 5,000 with two fish and five loaves of bread, call Lazarus forth to raise him from the dead, end war, end misogyny, change the weather, heal the children, love each other?
Sorry if this writing appears backward. It says... The picture I'm holding up: "Originating from within you." Originating from within you: The School of the Real Christ, the Tangible Christ, the Tangible Christ, the Visible Christ, the Christ of Every Nation on Earth, the Christ that is sexless, genderless... or are you IT in the form of a person, a human being, a woman, a man? A bystander no longer to the things of the transmission of me. Are you hearing me? Are you seeing with these words? Are you feeling something stir within you? Will you let, will you stir something within you to no longer be the limited molecular form of you in your fallow ground, limited to a dust molecule? Or what you think of your carbon-14 dating?
Parthenogenesis is a Greek word meaning birth without anything external from you. You see how valuable that word is? Parthenogenesis! Let us begin to understand things that maybe other people in the past have told us are beyond us. Or told us, "Oh, there are things unknowable, the things of God. Ah! You can't know them today; you're a human, you're a feeble, inept molecular machine. You're biologically conceived.”
But there's so much more to the story. And the story is you, who will conceive the new birth... Where you begin to create a new you, no longer limited to your diarrhea pills, or your constipation elimination, or your bloating, or your blasphemy of you! Will you change how words operate you? Will you no longer be operated by the words of other people playing on your piano, your notes... With their prejudice coming through you because they applied their behavior, they projected their belief system onto you...and you gave it room. You adopted something somebody else said to you as truth.
Or are you willing to know your truth? I never told you it would be easy. And it is not easy... Because all around you... There are giants in the land! There's a lion in the street! There are false prophets everywhere! Every time you turn around, there's a new furnace that somebody's trying to invite you into, telling you it'll solve all your problems while they're turning up the heat seven times hotter than in the past. It's hell to come out of hell. Or is it the promise of your power, or your reign to walk in your authority?
All authority in heaven and earth has been given the son. Who's the son? The daughter, the family. It's a term, it's a generic term, it's a word! And how you live your life, I hope, no longer is determined by the interpretation that someone else gives you because you are responsible for you, and you cannot abdicate your responsibility, your power, your privilege to be who you really are: the infinite, immortal, eternal love, not needing a savior, not wanting a Messiah.
You grow up. We're coming out of all of this conjecture about God that we have been so sure about, so certain about... And thought millions of people can't be wrong. The scriptures, oh, they survived thousands of years, so they must be this, they must be that. Or you can corroborate what you want to think, you can validate it, you can verify it, and you can consider the veracity of whatever you want to think. But see, your thought is controlled by your mind. Or is your mind a thought mechanism that's controlled just like the levers, the transistors, the capacitors in a computer, the motherboard, the CPU, a coprocessor? Or are you changing where you originate the living love of love itself... To emit your power, no longer to dissuade you from being who you really are, when you're no longer visible to other people?
Miracles... commonplace at the hands of the common woman, man. What we call miracles in this broken-down world... Or is it heaven in disrepair? Were we angels? Were we Elohim that failed or became flawed, or did we just assert that we wanted our own free will... To choose so we could worship what we wanted to, pray to whatever God we imagined? Or are you a biological machine no longer limited to... Do you have a consciousness?
Are you conscious of your consciousness that cannot be contained or confined by you unless you let it? You can live in the world of you between your ears if you want to, and subjugate yourself to your mind—your mind, the biological operation of your electrochemical magnetic influence or you can connect with co-laborers; or are you connecting with the collaborators who will create the creators again to be the first-person Jesus that’s you in your flesh, or however you want to say it?
You understand, I hope, I've told you several times lately... It's very understandable why religion, all religions—but especially Christianity—will hate me, defame me, decry me, debase me...Preach against me, a simple man in Eureka Springs... A man, a transvestite, a gay, straight, bi, trans, or what are you? Or are you more than the story has ever told you you are? I'm asking you to be willing to no more wait on the stories of other people to help you feel good about what you've decided you are, or give you your origin story.
My name is Stand Up Now. Who are these that fly like doves to their nest at night? Or do you know what I just said, or where it comes from? Or that I quoted it, maybe from even your Bible? "Who are these that fly like doves to their nest at night?" Get the Bible, honey, is that in the Bible?
Can it be, can it be? You see, it's how you see. Are you willing to see, not by the syllables, the vowels and consonants that people have used to eliminate your vision, limiting you to heaven in heaven to only see earth? Will you see heaven all about you now? Will you see the great vision of the appearing apostles, not—but you coming out of you? The unlimited you, the invisible you, will you speak your words into place where you birth you? This is the new birth. This is the new birth of the tangible you, where you're not representing anything else. You're not trying to honor God; you have no God before you. You're trying to be who you are: the angelic order of one, the consciousness of one, and become the conscious disciple of no other, but the disciple...of your voice... where you emanate radiance, purpose, a purpose for living.
Are you willing to heal the children? Are you willing? You're not powerless. But see, religion says, "In the beginning was God, and you're not it." So Christianity, see, immediately separates you from your power, strips you of your authority and says you're just a little creation made by a supreme intellect, or an AI, or the original 360, the IBM of... Or did you come from an ENIAC, or are you still acting like one? That analogy doesn't mean much unless you know what an ENIAC is, does it? I've referred to the ENIAC many times, as well as the Enigma machines.
I've asked you to look things up. I've asked you to watch movies. I've asked you to write papers. I've asked you to write me. Because when you begin to write, you begin to compose. And to compose is a process of creation.
Religion wants to be your God. They don't say that. But if you can see it, you can smell the motive. If you're willing to become sensitive to the things that deny you your power, you can begin to walk in a greater authority to recognize what your authority is, and that you have choices to make that you never thought you could do. You just thought, "That's the way it is! That's the way earth is, that's how capitalism operates, we're subject to all the laws of the land and comments of all the belligerents and those in authority over us."
Are you willing to no more be content with slavery to the flesh? Will you no more be content to pop a pill, rely on the healthcare system of your nation?
There are many precedents that we can learn from. And whether these stories are true or not, they are powerful. The accuracy does not determine the power of the story. You do.
So I'm essentially laying before you a meal, a feast, a banquet of words... For you to enable your power to come forth, to heal, and destroy you no more... For your power to come forth to love each other and birth you into a new life. This is the promise of The New Covenant. It's a process. I will never leave you or forsake you. Even if you make your bed in hell, I am there with you.
Oh, wait a minute, that's kind of a different picture, isn't it? God, Jesus, the Messiah, whatever you think your Redeemer, whatever you think the source of those words may have been... Or is it different than we have thought? What if God is not He? What if God is you?
I've asked several people that. I don't recall that anybody I've said that to ever has even pondered the possibility of that for more than a few seconds... Because very commonly, there's a knee-jerk reaction, instantaneous reaction of rejection, laughter, derision, scorn. "Oh, I can't turn water into wine, I can't do this, I can't do that. That's ridiculous, that's ludicrous." Yeah, miracles are! Miracles are unbelievable, impossible things that happen not to people who believe.
Belief will never restore your kingdom or allow you to enter it... Because this is not something you experience outside of you that you then enjoy your physical manifestation of. You're all creators. You are a creator. But see... If Einstein had rejected his education, would we have ever benefited from some of his writings, some of his penmanship, some of what he authored, some of what he shared? Nikola Tesla... You?
Are you willing, will you please this day consider no more depriving the world of you... And your power, and your love for each other? Will you no longer reject being the angel of you? What if the real you is what you've called the angel?
What if there is actually an angelic realm that actually operates, not according to classical physics, clockwork? Religion...
Oh, thank you for being here.
Religion says you are saved by what you do. You say a prayer, you repent of your sins. It's in this doing. But my friend... I suggest all that is about the mind. It's all about the visible, empirical control of the biological machine, the appearance of you in your flesh... And the magnetic attraction that we have to each other for control, for admiration, for acceptance, for communication, for romance.
The new birth is not easy. The transformation is not instantaneous.
I'm sorry, honestly; sitting here... And in my mind, you know... It's like I can see me walking down the little one-lane road I live on, with other people, talking, laughing, asking questions, interacting... all as equals. Not where I'm the teacher, not where I'm the supreme, but all of us as equals. It's like I had that picture and realized I'm tired of sitting here....
Like, "Oh, yeah. Oh, wait a minute, I'm in the middle of a live stream, YouTube sharing! Oh right, yeah, okay."
I've shared me. What I teach is Meonics, whether you think that's about Grace, Theodore, Ted, or the magnificent unknowable... You are the one who originates you. School.
When you pick up your pen and begin to write me—a man, a God, or not me, not God, or whatever name you want to use for it at the moment—if you begin to pick up your pen and write, but write with a motive... Write with the motive to investigate, write with the motive to be curious, write not with the motive of a believer who knows what you're doing... Let not certainty encrust you. You see, the word... The word is the seed, and the seed will come out of you, out of you, to be in you... Where you become what it is, you the fallow ground no more, but the fertile ground growing it up. This is the cycle of creation, or the sight of something else, the sight of a process in your psyche.
I don't want you to listen to me all your life! I don't want you to follow me! I want you to go heal the children. I want you to feed the 5,000. I want you to end war! I'm tired of sitting on a pew! I'm even tired of sitting here teaching! John 14:12, Jesus said, "If you believe in me, you'll do the things that I do, and more."
And there's a crisis in religion now, and the foundation of Christianity will crumble... Because the very foundation of Christianity is built upon your separation from what you really are, who you really are. It's built on the tenet that you're separate from God and you're just a worm and your righteousness is filthy rags. Grow up.
I read the story about Enoch. I decided... God, Jesus, no matter what you frame it as, no matter what syllables you use to describe these thoughts... These thoughts create, see, thoughts create. You're creating all the time. So we have part of a story. God loved Enoch enough... You know, friends laugh together, friends eat together, friends share life together. And I decided, many things along this path, I decided... I didn't ask, "Is it true?" I don't even think, I don't care if some of the things are true. The story is not in the power; the power is in the story for you to see and create you it, no longer sitting on the sidelines as a bystander... Hoping God will soon come make everything to your liking.
You see, you're a leader, and it's time to lead. And if you don't want to lead, I'm sorry, I feel sorry for you, but I understand, because it takes guts! There's giants in the land! We're in hell and don't know it. Do you hear me? This is hell, and we haven't accepted it as such; we thought we were earth, that we were told this is earth, a planet, oh, in a constellation.
But everything you think about existence... It's not OUT THERE! Don't you understand? All of this is not out there! All of this is inside of you. We are not as we have been taught. We are not the limited, finite creation needing money and psychological acceptance.
We are a people great and strong! Where do you get that phrase? Ethel! Fred!?!
A people come great and strong... The likes that have never been before on earth. They aren't limited to molecules. They can fly. Yeah, sounds just ridiculous. But see, every miracle is impossible, right? That's why you call it a miracle, the supernatural. It's not natural; it's supernatural. Well... March around the walls of Jericho seven times and blow your trumpet, and watch the walls fall down. Is that not audacious? Is that not absolutely the most ridiculous thing ever heard?
Guy had a message. He was on a boat. The boat had a storm. And something called God... Somehow there was a revelation to the crew that the cause of the storm was this preacher guy, so they threw him overboard, and a whale swallowed him up for three days. Well, that's pretty ridiculous.
Jesus healed the Centurion's servant, didn't even go lay hands on him. He spoke the word. So tell me, you Bible scholars, where was Elijah buried? What happened to him? What happened to Enoch? There's more to the story! And you don't find it down there at the altar. You don't find it at the feet of some ordained clergy, no matter whether they love you or not. You probably don't know the motive of their heart, whether they just want a job, they just want to do something for God. You don't know what price they've paid, and whether they stand in the gap for you or not. But I stand in the gap for you, and I've paid a price for this message. I know who Isaiah is; I know Delilah, too. And friends... It's not simple to possess your promised land. Your promised land is not outside of you. The promised land is not in the Mideast. Your promised land can only be entered if you enter the me that's in your mirror, the you that you look like flesh, but you're not limited to it. You have a consciousness; you are the creator.
Quit trying to save your soul, and understand the power... Of indiscriminate love... Where you love every woman, and you're no longer trying to just get some satisfaction from them; you're loving them as an equal. Will you end misogyny? Will you love each other? Will you heal the land? Will you heal heaven?
Will you end the turmoil and destruction of all that goes on around here? Are you willing to be the Enigma machine no more, the ENIAC of... Where you no longer worship a presence that makes you feel good... The Shekinah glory of God? What will you feel when you open the eyes of the blind? Will you begin to picture you... As God...In your humility that allows you to see with the eyes of the perfect... Not controlled by the mind of the beast, the neurons, the epigenetics, the genes of flesh, DNA?
Will you begin to see YOU... Feeding the 5,000? Will you begin to see you, little girl, and you, little boy? Maybe you don't even have all your four limbs; maybe you're missing an arm, a leg, or a hand. Let me tell you... You're not limited to the physical you, nor the mind of the magnetic resonance image of you to you. There's more to the story. And you may have been rejected by other people on Earth, hurt, wounded, abused, rejected, forlorn, isolated in abject poverty... But... The fat lady hasn't sung yet!
Since I moved to Eureka nine years ago... A few years ago, I had a friend. He had to have surgery, older than me, lives alone. He said, "Can you drive me over, an hour away, to the hospital and come get me?" And he said, "You know, I..." And he was pretty hesitant. Pretty affluent guy, really. He said, "You know, that first night I get home from the hospital, I won't be able to get out of bed by myself. Will you spend a couple nights with me and help me? Let me call you when I have to get out of bed?" What did I say? "You bet!"
And the appointed day came, and I drove him over there, back, and I stayed at his place. You see, all of a sudden, I was in a different role... Willingly. So some of the same rules, right? Rules didn't apply! Modesty? Dress? Now wait a minute... All of a sudden, there's more to the story. And there's more to the story; there's more to YOUR story!
There's more to your life than your parents have ever told you. There's more than your pastor, preacher, elder, deacon, spiritual person, spiritual authority has ever told you! And I'm sharing with you the only way you begin to know who you are to become birthed, born again... Is going inside of you and beginning to let you speak, where you open your mouth and begin to let the energy be formed in you that doesn't limit you... And you begin to join different verbs and nouns and vocabulary together in a manner and a motive that wraps those words in freedom for somebody else. This is writing school... Where you begin to compose the words that create you again, not by formula. You are the unique you; no one can fill your place. You are indispensable. You are unique. Didn't you see the movie "It's a Wonderful Life" with Jimmy Stewart? If you don't know it, if you don't remember it well... I encourage you to watch the movie again. Not to see the movie or know the story or admire George, but for you to see YOU. The story of Jesus is to see YOU! The reason for this life, the first of many, the first of many, is for you to see you and be equal. Thinking it not robbery to be equal with God. Begin to let this mind be in you: the mind of all creation, so that this no longer creates you in its image. And when you're no longer imaged to you by you to be the limited in your mind, you begin to connect and be your consciousness, and your consciousness... In your willingness to yield as a little child... You begin to connect with this energy... Of the infinite... Where you begin to entertain ideas more audacious, unknowable, and impossible than the mind can ever imagine! That you fly! That you don't need money! You can feed the 5,000! Who am I? I am this race of light people... a people great and strong, not limited to the molecular, nor the physics of the classical physical world.
I love you. Ted Cottingham here, Theodore. You can write me at Box 34.
So what have I said? What have I told you? What have I asked you? What have I laid before you as a meal today? What are you originating within you for you to be the real you? Will you pick up your pen, and will you write... Not the conjecture of fools, and not trying to compose something that sounds good or something that you like or something that you think somebody else will like... Will you write with the motive of surrender? Will you let your humility permeate your presence... Where you begin to connect words in ways that may even create some new words, a new word, a new word like Meonics... where day after day, you begin to talk about a learning system of transformation to heal the world?
I love you all. Listen to this message, re-listen to it. Check out the transcript. I'm putting together a new website... Hasn't been without its hiccups, but... Meonics.one You know, on that website, I had a big backup file, 3.1 GB. It has like 2,300 posts, 2,300 postings I made on it. So you'll be able to search those soon if you like. And even today, you can go to my stored blog site: theschoolofme.blogspot.com and I have over 2,000 posts on that blog. And on this channel, there are more than 3,000 videos of my teaching. I lead. I stand. And here I am.
And you do what you want to... because you are the creator of you, creating you all the time if you will not separate the conscious consciousness that is infinite, immortal, and waiting on you to no longer abdicate your power.
I love you all. You can write me at Box 34 in Eureka Springs, Arkansas. I love you all. I've been posting the transcripts... Maybe the last couple of weeks, of my teachings like this. And hopefully, if you want to actually read the words to interact with the words on paper, you can go to theschoolofme.blogspot.com
I love you all. Lead. Do the miracles. Become the one you really are. See you later. Thank you again for being here. Share this channel, subscribe. Share you with other people now and increase your availability to the consciousness that is infinite, that you are one of... No longer creating by your own free will to be separate from the one that we all are, the one of many ones.
See you later, love. Hugs and kisses to you all. Good day.
